Hey Darko.
I believe my duty is to help prevent further useless conflicts that end lives of innocent.
This is one statement that I can 100% totally agree with. My question for you is how do we go about doing that?
The war in the Balkans was a total mess. Even today the divisions that started that war exist and the potential for another war seems to be growing on a daily basis. How do we defuse those tensions? From your statements above, I presume the group that your family belonged to was supported in that war by the Russians, while the other side was supported by NATO. But you must admit that neither the Russians nor NATO started that war. I understand that you feel some gratitude towards Russia because of the support they gave you, and perhaps even loyalty, but do you really feel that the support they gave you in the past is enough for you to justify the Russians starting the war in Ukraine and, as you say, ending innocent lives there?
It's interesting that your family chose to come to a NATO country even after everything they experienced. Why didn't they go to Russia? I think it's because despite the support that Russia gave your group in the war, in the end, this NATO country was both economically and philosophically superior. And of course if they had chosen Russia, you personally would be killing innocents right now instead of taking engineering and fishing a lot.
You don't owe Russia anything.
So go ahead and live your life peacefully here while keeping in mind that the Balkans is still a powderkeg that could go up anytime. A new war there, whoever starts it, would send ripples all around the world.
Peace.